The 2nd Day

#Dearly Beloved 2,

You asked, why i never write something about us when we were together. Until today, i just realized that maybe i'm not good at sharing happiness but to buried them deep down into my heart. That's why when you left, my heart was torn apart...

The morning i woke up, everything seemed so different. There's no kiss, no 'I Love You', no hug. I know time could heal me, i will be just fine, but along the path, there will be no you beside me, guiding me, enlightening me, smiling with me, crying with me, and loving me.

Today, I've order a can of 100Plus when lunch, but i unintended left half can, until mommy told me so. Only that i realized the one who always share the other half can was no longer here. The half can 100Plus was left there, just as my soul.

Dearly beloved, do you know that human being is such a contradictory creature? They are so weak and vulnerable to disease, death, and loss of beloved, but they survive. I can survive this, i hope.

In the first letter i wrote you, i said, 'Time might be short, but please give me time to understand what you want of me, so i can be a better man', i was wrong, completely. But never mind, thanks for everything you've gave me and taught me. I do appreciate. There could be 'happily ever after', just that yours is not given by me, and mine is not promised by you. So, i wish that you will find your 'happily ever after', along with my bless.

Take care, smile always.
Jerry.